Everyone will be builder in God's family. Whether you are being chosen to build your family, a marriage,society or ministry.
So as always , if you are building god's kingdom , you always face OPPOSITION》
The first challenge will be: Everyone who seek for God's new life, will seek persecution.( Neh 4-15-18).From Neh 4:1; You will feel doubt,silly,hurt and etc.The attack will be about your sin , your past, THAN God's purpose and God's promised future.
Solution: The opposition is not against you, is against God.(Neh 4:4) Release to God and come to act for your people. Look things objectively , but not subjectively.
The second attack will be At the middle of your attack , the attack comes from everywhere.(Neh:4:7)
Solution: An overcomer surround themselves with family , communities , brotherhood , and sisterhood. We need to have family to fight for us. And in Christ, we found our family members. :)
The Last Attack:End :When you are almost completing your work , suddenly , you feel like you are losing your direction or would like to give up., You are tired. :(
Solution: Strengthen my hands , rely on those resources.(Neh:6:9)
What is the difference between Tourist and Traveler?
2 Timothy 3:1-14
Tourist is a person who just comes to this place, sightseeing , and after all , this person will go home, but for for a traveler, will not only come for sight seeing , but also for TRANSFORMATION.
Are we only coming to the world as tourist or traveler? Many of us might be able to say I am Tourist or I am Traveler, but the prompt answer might be I am both.
For the case like going to Buddhist temple , you might be just tourist , sightseeing.It is fun to have a look on those architecture, but you are not seeking for transformation.
But for your life , we are not only tourist , but also a traveler who seek for God's transformation in our life. seek for His Presence, seek for His Love.
To travel hopefully is a better thing than to Arrive.- Robert Louis Stevenson. Somehow , this is quite true.Seek for the transformation, before we live in eternal live , if not , we will never know what does God is ready for us , and how God's love impact in our lives.
I pray hard that there will be more people who can feel the God's love , as when I am the children of God , and I know my Father loves me , and I hope that the world will feel my Father's love , as how I feel it. and we will not only be tourists in our lives , and also traveler who are able to get transformation. Hong Kong is a place whereby Christmas is so being commercialized.Attended the service in The Vine , and one of the message which I get from pastor is
1.Psalm 16:11 You have made known to me the path of life: You fill me with your in your presence. with eternal pleasures at your right hand.
This year , we focus in the Presence but instead of Presents. All the while , maybe in my prayer , I will seek for God to ask about wealth , health , family but etc, but I think I really neglect the focus , is actually to have Him all the time with me.
2.Luke 1 46-56
God had promised to Abraham that we will be fruitful and will be blessed forever.
The key learning for me is also about the focus of life should be God , but not all my problems and situations, since God had made the promise, and I should surrender all my heart to Him.
Lately, the people around me keep on mentioning about facebook.
Facebook 1, facebook2, facebook 3, aiks , is like everyone is using that.
DHL, I decided to apply internship here. i hope is not tough. the Interview will be held next year January.Csili gives me a key chain of DHL , is cool.
Hui Lin's treat me a lunch , giving me, some souvenirs from India.
Alan, Geral , Jasper and I went to eat sea food. is nice and cool.
again, dont know how many decade s, i only write my blog once. sorry my dear all , if you are my fans, i sure make you guys very disappointed.
today , i went to a new church with ant in KL. the sermon really touched my heart. is about loving god , loving people. As a christian , we should everyday renew our mind , have faith and also always love others , because God is Love. but sometimes , i am just so busy , busy to focus in God's word, busy to serve my lord, busy to care the people around me. In the service , i feel i am so useless, so selfish. always have no time, to really care whats happen around me. i would like to make a changes, i hope i can lead a life where by i will love others as loving my self.
A.M.A.N was great, i enjoy my night there, meeting all my old friends. miss AIESEC a lot and a lot. always so proud that i am an AIESECer.
nothing much to write, if have any new thought , will update again.
thanks.
what is the purpose of my life?
i have been asking myself this question for many , many years.
i have read the book , The purpose driven in your life by Rick Warren , but i still feel empty in my life.
i am a person who easily lose motivation. I might be aggressive, i might be very active, but i just hope this can fill in the emptiness.\
i am very scare of lonely...:LONELY.. I am Miss Lonely... thats how i feel family , friends and even your life partners can fill in your life.
God please come to me , and fill the holy spirit in my life , i know that without you , i wont be success in anything , and you will be my only one who will be always with me , so that i wont feel so lonely.
it seems like i have been long time dint log into multiply...many people keep on asking me , are you alright?
hey guys.... i am pretty good. just littile but tired , little bit busy , little but lazy , little bit ..
all the little bit plus together , become BIG DEAL!!!!
but , anyway , thanks for ant , keep in remind me that , i need to write blog....
haha, dear , i guess is always when is exam period , i will only start to write blog.
anyway , next sem for me is exciting , going to take creative writing , and also spainish lesson.
anyway , thats all for me to write today.
maybe next time ,i shyould write more.
chao...
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hmm , after ASC conference , have been sick.
and i have back to Ipoh , my home sweet home.
spending some time with my family , with my friends..
is nice to have holiday.
have to start the aiesec work ... wont be access to internet will 11th Dec
today is the final paper for me .
so sad , i dint do very well. sigh ...maybe not enough preparation , but i tell myself dont give up, study hard.
holiday...full of plans...full of works...AIESEC work...Accounting Student Conference, cooking class, Mid-nat con, family trip..cleaning house,recruitment of new SNs, Expo....dont really have a time to relax and rest,
hmm , today i have been to gurney for the TOKIO festival , is quite nice . i am so proud of Khemi , the president of the NGO Pink Hibiscus , is really amazing to see her lead the NGO towards the mission and vision. Pink is the colour that have been produced by mixing white and red.Hibiscus is our national flower. although is just so new for the organization , but i can see she really work hard to expand Pink Hibiscus. Bon Odori performance , Yosakoi dance , then come to Tokio festival which get the main sponsor from Mr Charlie, i really feel that she did a great job . Just imagine a woman with three kids, leading a bunch of modern housewives, and all the people in the organization are mixed( which mean chinese+japs or maybe other nationality) , but together standing at the same point , sharing the same vision that is to develop our own country , Malaysia and also Penang , this is because Penang is a place that full of culture heritage. i really salute to her. and the coming big project , is to plant
hibicus flowers at the tourist attraction in penang . and this project will work together with Botanical Garden.wish them all the best here.
birthday eve , get first sms from Kash , so surprise , i dont even know that nowadays peope will wish happy birthday at birthday eve.
a lot of things in my mind , celebration , time flies, many plans , and of cause , going to be one year older, 21 years old.
i guess my parents have been waiting me to grow 21 years old for quite a long time.
i will consider myself officially as an adult , but i wish i am still a kid , who always stick to my mum and dad.
become 21 years old , i have more freedom ( this is how i feel , when i grow up)
but , i am scare of the world , scare of the people. The world is full of anything , i have to face the world by myself , learning to be tough , and also be strong.
learn to how to become independent , learn how to become a person who has a sense of belonging to the country, and also learn how to love people and care for people.
but no matter , how i feel , what i think , I always believe God will always be with me , encouraging me , and also love me , care for me.when in this world , no people want to care for you , remember , there will be always God who will stand beside you , support you.
i want to serve people , Jesus will be the person , i will learn from Him. i believe some times , we are here because of the others but not because of yourself.
hmm... have to stop edi . have to fetch my japs friend from air port.
so friends there , enjoy your holiday ya.
everytime when i study , i cry constantly.i guess.
staying alone in the room , without going out , just walk to the canteen and take away food, then stay in theroom and study.
hardly to find some people talk to , except God.
my mum gives me a call today , and so did my bf. just dont feel want to talk , being so boring and boring, depress...
i cant really like to study.
luckily sometimes, my room can access to internet.
at least , i dont really feel so boring here.
guess what , today i start to read bible again.
wake up , take my sweet time , enjoying breakfast and also meditate God's word.
i really hope that i can walk with God through out my life, hope that also i will lead a systematic lifestyle. i dont like to lead to a life which is very messy , you sleep till late in the morning , then take breakfast+lunch together.
and dont really read bible , just hang around with friends, chit-chatiing something which is not important. wasting time on unnessary stuff. invest , manage your time , and spend quality time with people , is what i hope how i can spend my time.and of coz , spending time with my Father by reading bible ,praying and also serving.
put my faith to the Lord, because he is the ALMIGHTY god , nothing is impossible if you rely on God, because He is your Strength of your life.
so , sze yan...go go go ...study .....
is really amazing to attend service in PCC . i love this
church so much , it gives me a feeling that i am in home.this church is some
sort like my old church , in Ipoh
, Shekinah.
i told the pastor i want to join CG , and also serve in Senior Citizen Ministry.
hope can get a place in the dancing class. so next time , when you attend PCC ,
you can see me dancing there.
*wink*
the people in this church are friendly. i met one old lady , her name is Sally.
just wondering , with christ , they can grow old gracefully.
today , the topic is about Called to be United. I like what the pastor said ,
in essential for all matters-unity, if non essential-liberty, in all matters
-charity.
serving is a gift of God, i feel like i am on the earth because i need to
serve, glorify God's name.i hope that God will use me to touch people's heart,
and change people's life.,
thanks to Samuel , i really need to be serious , i cant always just carry the
name of a christian , but always doing nothing there.
my life here have been empty, because i dont really walk with God. I know that
he is always beside me, but i just neglect him .now i tell myself , i want God
to walk with me , whenever or wherever i go.
my birthday is coming soon, i will be turned into 21 years old.
i want my life to be changed. I want to lead a christian's life style.
i hope my focus of the LIFE will be GOD, but not with the satisfaction which
come from material or money.
Romans 12:2 Do not conform any longer to the
pattern of this world,but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.Then you
will be able to test and approve what God's will is-his good, pleasing and
perfect will.
woo, finally end the intern trip, is quite enjoyable to have one study week.
been back to my home , HOME SWEET HOME, and also home is really where my heart is.
sleeping in my sweet bed , i really love to be in my home.
hang around with my mum , bro , cousin and aunties, family members , make me feel warm.
guess what? my darling is in Ipoh too.
spending few days together , make me feel happy and sweet.
My mum even follow me back to Penang, ah ha , study week with mummy together with me , i dont feel lonely .
today , i have been to Nando and also bumper fair . bought one FEMALE , enjoy my sweet time reading books , magazines ( female and cleo) , Msn chat , and also music. wooo , i really love study week.
now , outside of my room , i can see fireworks.
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